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Selasa, 23 Februari 2010

I am still here

Its been a while since my previous post. I am still here. But getting very busy. I get new job. No, not same place as I post my interview experience before. At another place. My head now very full of jsf and jboss seam concept. Little bit dizzy and wanna throw up, but I enjoy it and feel very excited also chalenged. Welcome to new world. World is always change. If u don't you will be leaved by another. Speed up.

Another valuable post will come soon.

Selasa, 29 Desember 2009

Resignation

Start from the day after tomorrow, I am officialy unemployed. Unemployed by my preferation. About 18 months nice experience. Everything sometime run so fast. It just like just yesterday when I got my first job. Job that is really appropriate with my background and liking. Of course, sometime there are some uncomfortable, preasure, boring that attack while I work. More than that, some of those feeling that made me decide to resign from company. Yeah I need break, and new fresh air, probably at new place.

At the other moment, sometime I contemplate. Is IT really place for me to get money? Actually I am electronic engineer. Partially, because I am supposed to be teachir at SMK. I am bachelor of education. There always a time that I imagine myself to work at telco company as telecommunication engineer. But I have to realize, I was lazy at college. I don't have enough knowledge to be such engineer. So after graduation day, eventhough not too out of the way, I choose IT as my job. I am java developer now, specificaly. Generaly I can say myself as software engineer. I have to admit, maybe java would not life forever. But IT is always demanded everywhere. I code everyday. Read a lot of IT books. Download many new software SDK. Although there are always time I asked myself, Is IT really your own choose? Absolutely I answer, yes. There are always great posibility for every humankind to get success for every field he take. Maybe there successful telco engineer. Great lawyer. Honest policeman, lucky businessman. I have same chance too to be as success as them. Of course the price is to do the best as I can in every single step of work I do. Success is not as narrow of money or wealth. But I believe, I can get them if I want. I just want to stop compalaining everyday and start work and learn unstopable. Thanx Allah, for everything I got.

Minggu, 12 April 2009

Reunion

Last Friday 10th April I met with old friend. It had been almost 3 years we don't meet. Very happy to see again. She did not change much. Still cute, smart and funny. Difference is she use jilbab now. She looks very elegant. We watched movie that night in Plaza Semanggi. Fast and furious. The movie is good. I treat her. After movie I was invited to meet her familly. Her familly is great. Her mom and sisters. Very harmonic and also fun. We hung out for while at Sky Dinning at same Plaza.

We should learn something from every occassion. From that reunion I learn that I should to be more flexible. Not to rigid. I must admit typically I am clumsy. Easy to nervous. That is me. Not proud but I must fix myself immediately. I want to be more expressive person. I don't want limitted by fear of rejection, fear of looks ugly and some kind of those.

For my friend, if you read this, I am very happy to meet you again.

Minggu, 15 Maret 2009

Celebrating Anual Graduation

Yesterday, 15 March has been one year since my graduation day for may bachelor degree. Yeah, there is it, time usually flow so fast. Thing that happen a long time ago feels like just yesterday. Preacher at Friday Pray time usually said, that is prove which mean we are like to live on earth. But many of us know, we are not live on earth forever. There will be a time when we should return to place we belong.

Okay, back to topic. The big question is, What are my accomplishment in this first year since my graduation day? Not too may, if not at all. Be a person that is considered as intellect is a responsibility. Probably some person don't care about that. People such that, just care how to get their certificate and good point in their lecture event though is got by cheating. I am not. Don't mean to be arrogant, but that is me.

My main target that I would like to accomplish is be someone that can give something useful to people surround me. Since long time ago I really want to be educator such as teacher lecturer. Explaining something difficult with easy way. Leveraging process of gaining new knowledge, research, write an article about science, publish book, give a speech in some forum, of course continue blogging too, et cetera. Those are the things that I really want to do. Currently, I still need time to approach those stuffs. But I believe, if I would like pay price, I will arrive there sometime. Willing make us want start to walk. Action turn that willing to be some real thing.

Life is too precious to be nothing. Be something is always desired by people. I will do, and I will prove that. Happy Celebrating for being University Graduate, for me!

Sabtu, 07 Maret 2009

Next To Do Path

Below are the next todos that I have to accomplish to not more than 5 years forward.

First, finish my duties in my current company. Since February until around April I am assigned an big responsibility in one of project. I should accomplish the duty well. Not easy but from here, I will learn how to fulfill something that we begin.

Second, search a new opportunity in job. It could be take other position in same company or maybe apply to other place to find a new challenge and of course, new salary and income.

Third, try to see opportunity of being freelancer. Work as permanent employee maybe is chose by many of us. But until some of level consideration, I thing work at the way such those, is selling time. Time is much precious than anything.

Fourth, by considering to be freelancer, I will spare my time to take a kind of language course. English and Japanese.

Fifth, preparing my research topic for my post graduate study.

Sixth, apply schoolarship and go to continue my study to Japan.

Seventh, finishing my study, apply as a lecturer or apply strategic position in multi-national company (eg, Chevron) or work abroad instead at Japan, Australia, Singapore or US.

Somewhere between First to seventh, buy comfort home, good car, and marriage to the prettiest girl in the world.

Asta La Vista

Today, one of my college friend, Nj is taking off to Merlbourne. She is going to take a kind of preparation study course. After that, she will continue her post graduate study, probably in Malaysia. Believe or not, until this time, going abroad is still a luxury for me. I am being proud for her flight. Flight across the country border is one of my oldschool wish list. The wish that from time to time is forced to bring to reality.

Several of my closest friends have been know about my deepest passion. Study abroad. Nj flight to night maybe could be a propulsion for me to prepare my passion more seriosly. Everybody may know, there always be a price have to paid for whatever our willing. But not everybody care. So that's why not much person that can fulfill all of their will . Although I always believe, the only obstacle between we and what we went is ourself.

Nj, I just say asta la vista. Take care and good luck for you.